Ending to Beginning: The End of year

Okay, hello fellow bloggers and readers

Long time no blog, i've been seriously busy with school work, exams, and the thing called life and i'm still busy.
And since soooooooo many things happened in the past 2 months, and exactly on December to January i'll post all the interesting stuffs on December  in this post and the next post for January.

Let's start on the 4th of Decmber
one of the Otaku fest that any otakus on Jakarta will go, the Xth annual Toyz Mania! where cosplayer, otaku, and toys lover gang together to this small fest at Block M Plaza. And it wasn't long after i got my braces, and it sure was hard to find where the fest was held when it was on the top floor where almost no one would think of going unless you've been there, plus there was no ad about which floor was the fest was, so i was completely confuse when i came to the plaza but no cosplayer, when actually it was on the top floor where the place is no different from a big garage sale with a stage. (I bet they arrange it on the top floor so that they could seperate the nerds and the normal)
And except for the tough crowd, and the people who cosplay my fav character but look absolutely horrible, yeah, i have a great time there... Thankfully, my friends are all there and we have a great time cosplaying, too bad they didn't win the cosplay contest, oh well, most of them wwho performs are weirdos though but they're some cute performers as well. And man you should see the merchandise, not as much as in japan otaku fest i bet,, but there's a lot interesting (and expensive...) collection that they're selling. I only bought 1 or 2 items, and a free T-shirts from winning a game -_-
But let me tell you, when we were taking pictures, it was a lot of fun, especially when we're dressed like this...

All i did for the cosplay was wearing a cat's ear

Check the nails out! (All of it fell of!)

My BF Dama (She's a she, Don't get fooled)

I'm a nice little catgirl

Oh she's not sad, she's acting her part (Good at it too)

THAT'S! a cosplay

We're good friends! :)

I'm the cat! shouldn't i be the one being hug?

Yeah, Rafi Came, he's good looking right?

Oh funny story, do you know Hatsune Miku and her lover, Hmmmm, What's his name again Akito is it? well what ever, Irene myy underclasmen or kouhai planned to perform miku's sadness of being left by her beloved (See the grave there?) Well, i met one peron who cosplay as Akito? and saw the grave from irene's prop. I wonder how you would react seeing your own grave infront of you, that guy's reaction was hillarious.

12th December-16th December

It was a student worst enemy, Final exam! To me.., exam=WAR

No it's true, you know the saying 'all is fair in love and war' that's completely true. It means in love and war there's no rule and no cheats, everything is fair to get what we want. And in exam, we want good score.  When it's war you'll do anything necessary to win, and i'll do anything of my capability to cheat (and study) for the exam. People tend to say cheating is bad to avoid children doing bad habits and stuff,, but it won't work on teens since i bet they realize that they're own teacher at least have cheat once, YOU CAN"T LIVE WITHOUT CHEATS! (And that's a fact) Of course you know it's not easy. Though they're people who sell answer for exams and stuff but i still have my pride on doing things on my own way (Plus it's a waste of money)

27th December

It was long and awaited show i was in, though i was still sick at that time, I didn't waste my saturday morning and 400.000 rupiah just for me to stay at home and have the show go on without me. Well, i was in a recovery state and even though i appeared on one of the show called "The Story". i appeared just for about 2 minutes so there's no big reason for me not to perform. At first, while seeing all the other dancer dance, i thought this show won't be that special as i hope, but after seeing it on the real stage, my opinion changes 180 degrees. you wouldn't believe it, but it feels like the stage has cast a magic upon the dancer. Some people would definietly think that when you watch the first and second rehearsal.
Just like that though, I'm still a total beginer yet i was able to get on stage (Only for 2 minutes) i've already been used to being on stage and somehow, i felt nervous before performing then during it. Guess my mind just went off somewhere when performing. It's a grand success but i haven't been able to get the video of the show. I'm so excited what it'll be like ^_^

The costume i wear for the show, I still have it even now

Sickly me

hello fellow readers,, i'm back but in my worst condition. If i remember by experience, i am now experiencing the worst disease ever for me, ASTHMA. i haven't got that since i was a kid, but now it's back again,, and at the worst time ever!!! Right before the final exam.

And just so you know, as much as i don't want to got to school and relax at home, stayingg at home and cough every hour or every minute is tough, i would rather take the exam and get the lowest score then staying like this. And if in 3 days i'm not back on my feet yet,, they're going to have me stay at the hospital. and i hate hospital, who doesn't? it's full people who hurt us to heal us! just the other day the unknown age doctor who has the same face for the last 30 years shot The needle on me since my asthma has gone bad enough. so i have a sore butt forr the last 24 hoours, THANKS A LOT DOC!

now, to prevent me being admitted to the hospital and waste more money (since my parents now have waste enough money to buy me a new ipod touch) my mom decided to for me to have inhalation thereaphy, it's something like this...

I look pitifull

But actually  now, i've been feeling a little better, but the coughing still hurts my chest, that's asthma for you, but the sad thing is..., nobody notice my condition.

and the only one who does are my mom's friend, in otherwords the old ladies who gives concern for me. Are non of my friend considirate enough!!!!

i'm going to get sick out of depression at this rate.